It’s strange that some of the most touching things I’ve heard are said to me over the internet, but there you go. I have talked with him, and it didn’t really help much, truth be told. But it’s off my chest, and I reached out, and I know that it’s all I’m capable of.
I realize now that I’ve been putting too much stock in what people say rather than what they do, and I’ve sort of reclaimed one of my best friends as a result of it, and I’m glad because I love her to a ridiculous extent. I’ve lost some, too, and I know that this whole situation is gonna bite me in the ass later, but yeah, I’m doing better now.
I don’t know who you are or how you found me, anon, but thank you.